im writing this on WEDNESDAY
not thursday
or to be correct
i wrote it on thurs 12 something AM

whoohoo..this week is hectic as usual
dint blog for sometime
=)

let's start with last saturday
went to Jusco with ann chen they all
to have Nando's as our dinner..
suggested by her of cuz
then my room is very messy since the day i come
so i decided to buy a shelf from Jusco
cost me about Rm37.90 for a four part de shelf
but the shelf with 3 parts only rm 19.90
with the addition of a few more bucks
i can have more place to put my things
Decided
i bought 2 shelves that cost about 40 bucks
and i set it up
By Myself!!!!!
Proud of it



this week i discovered something
im phobia of BLOOD
now only i realise about it..
and not feeling well
headache,backache,fever,no appetite
why im that unhealthy?
SIgh..
and as usual fall asleep in class

sad thing that i got to know just now is about my maths test I result
haiz..
dint do well
as usual
sure die for maths one
im freakin weak in maths
still i thought i ad not care about marks
but i underestimate myself
actually i Still Care
Very Care
so i cried just noww..
i know it's silly
and also pointless
but tears just roll down
cant even got the chance to stop it..
though i tried my best but i still cant let it go...

haiz..got to know this news affect my mood of going back to hometown
and it actually make me wondering whether im still want to go back
since my mark is like that...
haiz..
SIGH
SIGH
hmm..taking tomorrow de bus 4.30pm to my lovely hometown
TAIPING BANDAR WARISAN
there are a few things that i need to do when im at there
1) Repair my watch
2) EAT food that i miss so much
3) Visit my granny
4) Watch Harry Potter with my brother
5) Buy a shoe
6) Fixed my hp
7) Cut my hair
( Still thinking whther want to cut it short onot...)
leave your comment..let me know whether should i cut..
Thanks..
so the news is im going back to Taiping in few hours time
i mean few hours
so i will not update my blog for some time
till then...
stay tuned~~

Three guys sleeping..XD

Must make myself be healthy and not that stressful
cant afford keep on losing haemoglobin every two weeks
will die soon..
but at the mean time
im not feeling well..
i need time to sleep!

Haloha..Readers..
Open my blog just now..
wow..the hits increase for about 40 something
means..many people reading my blog..
wakakaka..

you should be wondering why i dint blog for these few days
this is because pretty gal like me
IS VERY BUSY!!!
XD.Kla..i know im not pretty
but let me SS for a while..
HAHAHA!
busy doing what?you must be guessing..
haha...doing something bad..
muahahahha..
nola..just joking..
JOKING!

well..let's start from the day before the maths test
got to know something that really upset me
and it did make me dont have the mood to study for my test which is on wed
hmm..that night was a tough night.
Finally i cant let it go like what i normally do..
i chose to call my friend and talk to her.
Talk talk talk..then cry cry cry..
that night i was so sad and down that you cant actually imagine
so many things just happened...
family matters hurt me the most..
i know there's many ppl out there unfortunate
compare with them
im consider lucky
but i just...Sigh..if it did happen in you
you will understand how it feels..

for the maths test..i dint do it well..
=(..
nvm..it's over..
try hard in the next test then
cuz there's nothing that i can do

happy events happened this week
i stayed at Suet Hooi's their house after the maths test
im the guest of them..
Suet Hooi invited me
and also received lots of "Threats" from
Ignatius and Kumara
on monday and tuesday
where i told them i may not going
hahahahaha...
Reach their condo around 7 something
then used Shu Kian's lappie to on Facebook
just to feed my "sons and Daughters" in RC
hahahahah...im up-level-ing quite fast
wakakakaka
at the same time i on my pet society as well
just to feed it as well..
then someone toook over the lappie
and start to play at the stadium(pet society)
then a lot of sounds produced when my so call pet is running

-Princess?haha...you?
-yor..Lin huey..why you put it as Princess Alyssa?
-wow...you see you jump gracefully
-wont your head hurt when you fall?
-you can stand up again?
-Lousy game you played!play something good laaa

after more than one hour watching them torture my pet
we went for dinner
there's no much things that we can eat
except for mamak stall and McD
so we went for McD
when im having my McD
i was counting
the times im taking fastfood..
okay,.it's quite a lot
that's the reason im gaining weight
which is very bad
Urghh
after my bath..then start to do my report with suet hooi them
im doing report while they are doing assignment..
and then Dik Kai said something really make me feel like wallap him
ishk!
then around 2 something went to suet hooi's room and lie down there
cuz im very tired
actually straight away after my bath i ad feel like sleeping
wakakaka
then we pilow talk until 4 something in the morning..
I really like the feeling that i actually talk my probs to you guys
it make me feel better
and let go what i faced recently
which really make me feel very down
Though sometimes you may see that im happy always
and joking around
but in my inner part..
im not feeling happy
thanks to you guys..
want to go to your house again can?guys can?
for our pillow talk
the funny part is that
Dik Kai actually pillow talk with us..
walau eh..you're a pondan la.
wakakakaka..
i cant really sleep that night..perhaps
because got too many things to think about
not used to
miss my bed
and also
4 person in one single bed..
imagine!
wE Rocks!!
dik kai,suet hooi,hui shin and I in one bed
cant even sleep nicely
and not to say Kicked by someone..
wakaka..not to mention her name..
later kill by her
XD
that night i only sleep for about 3 hours or about 2 hours plus
it's torturing
but i feel energetic somehow..
wakaka..
i tried to sleep when suet hooi they all go for class
tried very hard
but..FaIL!
so ended up..
Wake up and online
hahahahahhahaha

Seriously i enjoyed the times at you guys there
make me feel warm
and long time dont see you all ad
miss you all so much!

last night was the most tired night in my life
slept around 1 something
where i fall asleep straight away when i lie down on my bed
dint even got the energy to move my blankets all
just sleep sleep sleep
even my alarm rang so loudly(claimed by my housemates)
i dint wake up also
and my mum called me for so many times
i still...dint wake up..
can imagine how tired i am?
and somemore need to attend the class at 9
the whole day im having serious headache
and my eyes are so pain
sigh...degree life!
hate it..
afer the class...did some work
then slept at 5 something
ended up woke up at 7 something
A good record!never try something like this before.
=)

Someone took my hp and took these..

Dik Kai(Pose requested by me..haha)

Kumara

Ignatius

Studying la..take what picture!XD

Thanks for lending me your ears
make me feel better
i know i cant do anything to it
but just to accept it
It's Life!
Thanks pal!

Bloody Hell
Tomorrow is Maths Test!!!!!
Grrr...and im still doing the revision
Crap!!!!!
Also
Im Damn Weak in Maths
since the day i was borned
T.T
any medicine can cure it??
i guess NO
Sob!

Terribly miss my homie
My Mum
and also
My Brother
want to shout at him la..
wakakakaka..
i want to go back Taiping!!!

For me..Today is just a normal Monday..Attending classes all and do some revision..
But today i did something abnormal..I skip the English for Engineering class
This is considered as abnormal to me because normally if possible i will try not to skip class.but the reason for me not attending the class today are im feeling very tired and the class is useless in terms of i dint paying attention in the class.XD
Also today fall asleep for quite long in the Material Science Lecture... :P
i was trying hard to be attentive but cant and result in sleeping for quite sometime.
Ci Ai said when i was sleeping...i made some noise..:P...
When im very very very tired,i will become like that.and also will talk in the middle of the sleep.
which is very bad......
For those who heard that..Paiseh neh...
Wakakakaka...
got to know more assignments and tests coming...Stress..
and i think the plan to go back to Taiping will be canceled
maybe will go back next week...but still not sure yet cuz due dates just around the corner...

Let's count the days

Week 8(this week)- wed(22/7)Maths Test
Fri-Pass up thermo tutorials

Need to do article review

Week 9 -Pass up article review
pass up thermo report
pass up material science report

Week 10-pass up mathematics assignment
pass up material science assignment
pass up material science report


Week 11-pass up static report
material science test
thermo test

Week 12-Static Assignment
maths test 2

Week 14-CAD test

These are those which are already confirmed
and there is also loads of tests and assignments coming
T.T
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Life is so challenging..Full of obstacles.full of problems.So many problems arises.
got to know a lot of things today
and it really pissed me off
really pissed me off
why should we human experiencing things like this?I really hope im alone in this world sometimes.
Why there are so many problems need me to encounter with?
friendships Problem,Family Problems,etc..
why i care so much about these problems??
i really feel like want to scream and cry in the middle of the lecture today...
i really want to find someone to shout at!
want to find someone to beat at..
really need to find some way to release it!!!
I feel like talking these to my mum
but i dont want to do that
not to make her worry about me
Cuz i can handle it by myself..
but a good point of me myself..though i will be having a bad mood now,as long as you leave me alone then let me think for a while then i'll be okay..
after all...Life still goes on...

I really need someone to share
my problems
help me out and will be there for me
Always...

hmm...this post i write with a not feeling happy or i should put it as freaking bad mood...
You must be asking why?what happen?
it's because of the test today--Programming mid term test
i did it badly in fact
those shouldnt wrong,i did it wrongly
silly mistakes all and dint see the Q carefully
oh crap...it really pissed me off after the exam
feel damn beh syok!!!but i cant do anything else..it's totally,completely,definitely OVER!!!
the subject that i have most confidence in...did it badly
the reason causing me to score bad cuz spent too less time on it
cuz start to revise it the day before the exam..not i want to do last minute work..in fact
personally i hate LAST MINUTE work
cuz it make me feel damn rush and it makes me feel that i dint do that nicely
but no choice..i spent too much time revising Fluid Mechanics...
SIGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hope i can get good marks,though some i can do but dont know correct onot...
Guan Yin Ma...PoPi me...*cross fingers*

Straight away after the exam we headed to Jusco or known as Alpha Angle because Ci Ai need to buy something for her sis's convo present..So sweet right? wonder when only i can get my convo present and get the chance to wear the coat...All of a sudden..Envy her sis because finally she graduate(still got to study somore la..hers one is KTAR accounting,dont know exactly what it is)
when only i can graduate?hmm,perhaps im talking about this way too fast because i just started my degree...Oh gosh, FOUR years!!!!!!Sigh
Everyone!!Gambateh!!!Four years are going to END!!!!(daydreaming actually)
she bought a bear with specs...guess what?It cost her 100 bucks..Ouch..it hurts you know..
Expensive..but nevermind la..it's your sis and convo only once in a person's life,so make it a memorable one for your sis. Also remember to make ours one a memorable one...wakaka
you know what i mean?means i want you to buy me somethings when im convo la..Get it???
muahahhahahaahhahahahahahahahahahahhahahhahhahahaha
i want flowers
Bears...
and a lotSSSSSS....(think yourself,im not suppose to give you any ideas..XD)
Oh ya,before we went for the convo present,we had our lunchie at McD.Spent rm8.40 for the Spicy Mcchicken Deluxe for the Mcsaver...really save?i doubt it...
and also met with my classmates when we walked around Jusco for three times! i mean 3
wakakakaka...
and everytime saw them i will say
WHY YOU"RE HERE AGAIN!!!!!Ikut I ka?(i know it's kinda thick face to say this,XD)
but this is me...THICK FACE!!!!
and BEAUTIFUL me...(dont vomit and laugh ya...XD)

Wan Chin and Ci Ai posing in front of the bears...

This is my blog..So this is Me!

At NOSE...Crazy us posing inside...XD

I think you know what is the present for her sis right?
if dont know...Just let it be la..
=)
Next Big Event Coming Up
MATHS I MID TERM
22/7/09
Also...Im Going Back Nex Week
Taiping..
Dint see you for One month ad
How are you doing?
wAkakaka...

It's over
no use to think about it anymore
but i did badly
and make me down...
T.T

dint update my blog for these few days
cuz a few reasons
i) internet is not functioning
ii) busy with my studies for the test
iii) dont feel like blogging...
well...this week is a hectic week
as i mentioned in the post before
because having two tests and passing assignments and reports
after all...manage to pass up ad
talking about the test today
hmm...no comment..
you should know why i got no comment
if you dont know
just forget about it
haha
well..having a test tomorrow
Programming
hoping that i can score well for it
cuz i dint score well for my practical which really make me down
cuz programming is the subject im interested with
and im not doing well
which is very wrong
and doesnt make any sense to me
what i can say is
it's totally different with what i learnt before
okay okay...i know
everything is different from foundation
Sigh...
called mum after my test around 5 something
just asking her to wake me up at 6pm
hahaha...
paiseh..i need call from my mum to wake me up..
XD
then told her that my phone kept on switching off itself
which really pissed me off
and suggested to my mum
what about buy me a new phone..
hahahahaha
seriously i am just joking that time
hahahahhaha
hahahahhah
hahahahah
hahahhaha
ahhahaha
okay,my mum just replied me a YES
you know what does that mean?
muahahahahhaah
hahahahahha
hahahaahah
ahhaahahah
A brand New Phone
you will be asking your phone not just bought?
ya..but the phone just keep on switching off itself
besides..im using my own money
and also my mum said she can change hers to mine
cuz hers one is very "OLD"
hmm...
not sure yet
maybe wont buy
and maybe will buy
need to think about it first
ahahahahahha
ahahhhahah
ahhahahah
sorry..i just cant stop my laugh
too happy
XD
LOVE MY MUM SOO much
i knew my mum sayang me a lot
but today
it's more than usual
maybe the life here makes her thinks that it is necessary to buy me a new one
and also
lately i havent talk much with her in the phone
not i change
is that im busy with my studies all
mum..sorry for not calling you that frequent recently
SOrry
and I Love You..
XoXo

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these are some pictures that we took this wednesday
let you guys see how crazy we became
how hectic our life is
how stressful we are
p/s:Ignatius and Choon Fai they all
passed up four reports one shot
Geng!!!Applause!!!
hahaha

im having a pairs of wings?

Hectic Life
but still Enjoy it somehow..
ahahhahaahaha...

SORRY
seriously I am
will not repeat it anymore..
sorry if i hurt you...

SORRY

nothing else can be done
but a SORRY
im seriously very sorry
please forgive me..

seems like blogging is one of my daily routine
sigh...
this week will be a tough week
having two tests this week
ya ya..It's awesome
Great in fact...
started my Fluid mechanics around 8 something
study study study
until halfway..
Oh crap..damn sleepy weiii
so decided...sleep for a while
by the time i woke up..
it's 9.30pm!!!
Oh gosh...
im not woke by the alarm of my cell
but the feverish feeling
feel that my whole body is very hot..
and like want to vomit.
sigh..
not feeling well la weiii
i want something cold and cool
to let the temperature decrease
and i mean NOWWW!!!
kk...it''s enough
that doesnt work at all
better sign off and continue my study
sigh sigh sigh sigh
Arghhhh
I HATE STUDY!!!!

sigh.
signing off~~

Great to know you actually feel better
Remember you've got me
I'll be there for you
No worries
friends forever~

FRIENDS
RELATIONSHIP
these two words appear in every human's life
why?
cuz it's playing an important role in your life
why?
why must it?
why must you care?
why?
there are so many questions...
received a call from you
kinda worry about you
i leave Kampar to KL for my degree
I think you will think that i dont care about you anymore
but i do care
we knew each other so long ad...since we're in primary
im worry about you in fact
that night saw your PM
saying you go cycle alone
im worry
but due to some reasons
i dint call you
cuz i know you need to be alone
you want to have some time to release your unhappy emotions
i know it's very hard to forget HIM
but do try hard to forget HIM
you told me..
whenever you go, you think about what you did with him
i know it's tough
i know it's difficult
i know you still miss HIM
i know you still thinking of HIM
and also cry
though you dint mention
but i know you cry
i know it's hard
but TRY
time will cure everything
whatever happen, you still got me
though im at KL here..
you're welcome to my house
stay with me
no worries..

i know you want to be close with them
even tell them your secrets
but they just ignore you somehow
just want you to know
not everyone you threat them as friend
they will treat you back
you have to clear about this point
you sure will be wondering that why i can think like that
that's the reason why you always said
'you just wont let anyone be your true friends in your heart'
not that i dont want
i used to be a naive girl
threat anyone like good friends
but what do i get in return?
i just get a SCAR!a permanent one.
i know you want to have good friends there
but if you can get good friends easily
then they are not good friend at all
they just want to use you
but i cant use that at everyone
you can get good friends also..
I just dont want you kept on thinking those things
why they like that?
why?
why?
dont bother how they threat you
just be yourself
you can know how good is that friend when the time goes by
i believe you can find one
just let the time tell you
when the time comes,
you will know...
at the meanwhile..
im the ONE..
maybe you wont believe
but i really threat you as my best friend ad
i really miss those days at Kampar
where you always come to kacau me when you feel stress
where you always said "吃快点"
when we're having dinner together
where we cooked spagheti together
where we went to pasar malam together
where we cycled together
where we played SDO together until midnight
where we went to Ipoh together
where you help me to make up
there are so many good things happened...
and i really treasure it a lot
i really hope i can be there when you feel sad
as usual
but sorry i cant
very sorry
i will try to call you when my telephone bill start all over again
this month is bloody expensive
i promise...
so friend..dont be sad
*for privacy purposes,no reveal of name*

No matter what happen
i'll be there for you
XoXo

as usual...blog after completing one of my reports

though i know i shouldnt go out for this week
cuz im having 2 tests next week, 2 assignments due on next mon, 3 reports due next week (wed i suppose)
but i need to go out for my SPEAKER..
bought it last month around 13

then it kept on producing 'piak' 'piak' sound

so i cant stand it anymore
so i went to the IT shop near wangsa here and ask the people there.
the guy answered me
"you can throw away your speaker ad..no use for repairing it..you can buy a new one instead of fixing it"
i was like...GOSH...
i just bought it nehh...not even one month yet
huh...caNNOT!
i need to send it to claim warranty!!!
this is the reason i went out yesterday..

went out to Law Yat after the class around 2 something by LRT
then went to Times Square to take our dinner
Papa John's (as requested by ann chen)
All The Meat
then walked to Law Yat to let the technician checked on my speaker.
then again..walked around around around while waiting them to fix it.
guess what? they changed a new one for me...
that's very good very very good
hahahahahah..
i was damn excited at that time..(they should change it)
hahahaahhah....
i should appreciate the technician?
i think so..but it's also their responsibility to change a new one for me
in fact, i just bought it few weeks only
and the speaker create so many problems to me
need to purposely go there
wasting my time
hopefully it wont create any trouble this time...
*cross fingers*

then went to Pavillion to buy something
saw this when i reached there..
a bit shock
and it looks nice..
saw these in La Senza
Cuteee!!
i want larrr
seems to be a tradition everytime i go out
for sure will go to Petalling Street to have dinner
yaya...spicy fish...
then reached home only around 11 something
freaking tired at that time..
cant do my report also..
after taking my bath and watched part of the enntertainment show..
then i slept...im so lazy!!!

one thing i need you guys to remind me next time if you guys have dinner or lunch or what la..
related to meals la..
please be kind to remind me not to take any spicy food anymore
cuz i always forget that i shouldnt take any spicy food
as my gastric somehow cant stand for spicy food
everytime after the spicy food, there will be a war in my gastric..
for god's sake...i think i need to quit eating spicy food
but but but
i like spicy food la..
=(
but but but..
i need to take care of my gastric also..
so friends...be kind to remind me..
thanks a lotttt!!!!

before i end my blodding today...
suddenly a feeling just pop out in the middle of doing the report
dont feel like want to social..
just want to stick with my known friends
lazy to get to know new friends
can i just be like that for the coming 4 years of degree?
but this is very bad..
dont know why it just suddenly pop up in my mind..
whatever it is...
just leave it aside first
need to continue with my work..
signing off..

Health is priceless
Gastric Pain cant be cured even you've got the money
bear in mind!
no Spicy Food!!

every time after my bath,I will sure feel very sleepy..
i got no idea why it will be like that.
perhaps it's because my hectic life..
and the nightmares i had last night really freaking me out
hopefully it's just a nightmare,wont become true..
omitofot...popipopi....guan yim ma...popi wa...

now i really feel like lying down on my bed and sleep till tomorrow morning
*yawn yawn*
but but but..
there are Reports waiting for me..
they are begging me for my help..
okay...too much imagination..kk...stop it now!

hmm talking about the practical test for Programming today
i dint do it well
i just dont know why..
i manage to write out the whole thing
but it just cant run at all
i was so panic when it cant run at all
and a lots of errors popping out..
so i split it into two..copied part of the code into Word
then redo again..
okok...settle one part and know where i got wrong
then pasted it back again..
then wrong again..Ishh...Just kept on wrong!!!
hmm...at last..two errors that i dont know what is it

float_gintage@@$$##

okay...that's the error..
i was like...WHAT??
haiz..then times up..no choice..just passed it up
when i got to know i got to pass up the code without any choice..
i really wanted to pour out at that moment
feel like want to cry
my eyes got tears running out..but i managed to stop it...
i felt guilty cuz i dint complete the code
i cant run it..
i disappointed my mum...
im BAD!!!
but thanks to my friends...that cheer me up today
Thanks to you all...and Hui Shin..i feel so happy when i meet you
dont know why..
somehow when i tell you my problem..i can feel better..
XoXo..

let's talk something about my outfit today..LOL
okok..i know i like to SS
but this is me...the real me..
Cant change..Paiseh lor..
XD
"Alyssa.Today you look like Princess..."-Ignatius Lim
hahahahha...i know i know
with the white hair band
im the princess of the day!!!
talking about princess..let's share something with you guys..
what I Quote from Gen today"Girls will sure look pretty for some days in that particular month and look pale or not pretty for some days in that particular month.The reason for the girls to be pretty at that particular month are because they feel free."
haha...what a good conclusion you got,Gen..
XD....for girls sure know what i mean right?for guys...erm..NO need to mention also you guys know la..
Hamsap!!

I'd Tried My Best
Sorry Mum

Let's start with this morning..
woke up at 7am sharp!
quickly jumped out from my lovely bed
rushed to the toilet and took my bath...
ran extremely fastt to the bus stop..
Luckily the bus dint come yet
if i reach there 5 mins late..
i will sure miss the bus

then started my very first class with my maths lecture..
damn sleepy that time
but still i managed to keep myself alert by moving here and there
hehe---change place i mean
XD
then i've got no idea why i felt so cold in the lecture hall
while all my friends said HOTT!!
oh gosh...though im wearing long sleeves with jacket..
but still im shivering in cold..
going to sick i guess..
Guess what..when the lecture was about to end..
there was a fire drill
i was like..WHAT?
i just wanted to sleep la..
and the lecturer asked us to take all of our belongings and leave the hall
hmm...if it's happen to be true...
still got time grab for belongings?
Gen-my new friend from Sabah..
wore this to uni today
and naughty me took her ring and put on mine
hahahhaha...
this is the pic where she's going to 'marry' me.
during the maths tutorial
XD...crazy people in UTAR
Butterfly Ring

then came back to my condo around 5 something
went to Alpha condo to print out the report
which i need to pass up tomorrow
Ann Chen said she want to eat Durian
so we headed to the lorry which sell the durians
parking along the road opposite our condo
and we ATE there...
Omg...it's sounds crazy to me..
it was...erm..dont know how to describe..
RM 10 for 3 durians (small size)
why dont just I let the pictures tell the story..
let my fingers rest for a while..
*giggles*

both of them look hungry..^^

wash hands..

leftovers

after the durians
ann chen and I walked back to our condo
while chong jin went to tabau for us
hahah...guess what..
we forgot our keys..they are with chong jin
so waited there for about half an hour
boring...so took pictures of the clouds again
hmm...i just dont know why im so into the Clouds
i love to look at the clouds
i love their transformation
somehow i feel that they are so beautiful
that i actualy cant take my eyes off them
they are irrestible to me..
in short...i love clouds

this is the pic where i took when went to Jusco with my friends last Sat
in one of the gift shop
Nice right?

i really miss my Patrick
can someone bring it to me
it's currently at Taiping
My house
My bed
or perhaps sleeping with my brother..
if it's really true..i will fine my brother for taking my Patrick
ahahahhah...
Patrick..i miss you so much
(Patrick-a gift from my friends when i celebrated my
18th birthday at Kampar lasy year..
thanks again guys..
really like it
cuz i was hoping for a soft toy for long
THANKS
*big hugs*)

need more time..
for sleeping
for studying
for everything
and hoping miracle can happen ^^

saw one of my friend's personal message
saying that
Keeping a distance can protect yourself but also destined to be alone forever.
hmm...protect in terms of scare being hurt by someone when you're in a relationship..
it's true that you may avoid that if you keep a distance between you and someone that you're interested in (to avoid being in a relationship ) and it's kinda true that you will be destined to be alone forever if you don't change yourself.
for those that havent step into relationship before sure will scare...
scare being hurt and blah blah blah...
but guys,think in another perspective.
you may have a good experience if you're really involve in a relationship and you will sure enjoy it though the outcome may hurts you a lot or even you may take a long time to recover from it...
involving in a relationship maybe good or bad...it's just all depends on your thinking
between good and bad..
think positively guys...
For girls- you can have someone to care for you and stay by your side when you got prob and also you have someone to love with...it will be great!
For guys-you can have someone that care about you for sure ( girls are caring) and love you in their heart deeply..it sounds great to me..(though sometimes guys do sacrifice a lot...XD)
knowing the feeling where you're interested with someone but you dont know that he or she likes you onot..
it's complicated!
but when you got to know something will happen between you all...im sure you will keep a distance
not because you dont like the person...it's just that you dont know how to react..
scare i suppose...( dint have any experience but sounds like an expert...nah..i know la)
so friends out there...
if you really likes the particular girl or boy...don't hesitate..Take Action!!!
dont be afraid that that person will reject you or what...
im sure you will feel what the person feel towards you when you guys are together
i believe you can sense that the person giving you the right signal...
*make sure you get the right signal only take action ar...haha*
it's normal to take action...It's about expressing your feelings..
hey guys...do now if you really got someone you really like with..
dont let your teenager life pass like this..
do something before you regret!!!!!
Life is meant to be enjoyed!!hope to hear from you guys soon...
i hope the next time i can get to know you guys are really a couple ad..
best of luckss~~

Be brave and dont let the chance slip away
Feelings dont lie..
Just follow your heart
^.^
*eyes are so painful...perhaps not enough sleep
sigh..*

LIFE IS
COMPLICATED
where
COMPLICATED FEELINGS
AROUSE!!!

as usual...doing reports...signing off...

AGAIN
ya AGAIN..
doing reports..
im sick of it..
very sick of it
and i want to boycott it
i want to!!!!
sound childish..
but who cares?

met with janice while im waiting for the bus
just now
after the experiment
then accompanied her to fix her car's tyre
(pomcat)
see..im so kind!

i think im kinda stressful lately
my red blood cells running out from me 2 weeks once
this really shocked me
i've never experience this before
why am i suffering like this?
it's making me freaking tired
not feeling well
feel like wanna vomit
feel the pain
i mean the whole body!
dizzy always...
what the....
why must gal experience this?
why the guys dont need to?
oh shit! this is just not fair!!!!

NOT FAIR!!!!
*sorry...kinda frustrated now*
what i want to do the most now is sleep!!!
but i cant..
loads of work waiting for me..
i know i know..
you guys are waiting for me...
Arghh...Coming!!!!!

another report-Fluid Flow

Sunny~

Question of the day
Am i look like脸黑黑when you guys see me?
cuz one of my newly friend said when he sees me
i always 脸黑黑...
Gen also said like that wor...
but im putting effort on it..
please give me some time!
i wil change..if not
will得罪a lot of ppl
脸黑黑 doesnt mean im hate you or what
my face really macam ini mia
no choice..
cant change anymore i think....
or perhaps..it is not necesssary?
hmm..dont know..

hate reportS!

in the middle of doing report...
ya ...REPORT
then my so called housemate-Ann Chen
came to my room
and shoot me using a rubber band at my room
Ouchh!!!!
mum...someone bully your lovely daughter..
T.T...sob sob
got to know fluid mid term coming soon
got to know my report due date coming soon
got to know...got to know...
i was like...
damn it!..so many things to do
can i not do?
Oh god..choosing the right course is like that lor..
i mean the "right"
ish ish ish....

hmm...having some prob in my mind recently
it's kinda bothering me..
im wondering
whether will it be true..
just happen too much of things that make me believe that it is
gonna be true.
im kinda expecting for it
but but but...
but somehow...there are some things also make me think
it's impossible
hmm...maybe it's just wont be true...
cuz i know it's just wont happen
cuz i know..i just know
haiz..it's so complicated..
better continue with my reports...
shoo shoo shoo my probs!
think about it only when im free..

p/s:life is gonna be tough!
many things to do!
gimme more TIME!

STUCK

im stuck
in the middle of doing my programming assignment
so i drop by here to express my feelings
im so stress...
i got no idea how it should be done...
it's tough though i got the main concept
what should be done first then continue with what but i just dont know where should i start from
and also how should i write it...
my way of completing the assignment is BLOCK!!

hmm today is a tired day
doing the thermodynamics for 2 hours +
thanks to the stupid apparatus
guess what
my experiment is the ideal gal experiment
happened to be a few times of gas leakage
what the.... great!
we need to repeat the experiment AGAIN..
ya AGAIN..
thanks ya..UTAR Lab Apparatus!
LOUSY!
after the lab practical went to jusco to buy some necessary things
with Wan Chin and Ci Ai
bought a lot of things
carried a lot of things
by the time i reach my home
i was damn tired and see stars too (a bit pening)
then after having my sweet bath
i start my assignment then until now..
im stilll struggling with it

sigh...
not to blog anymore
need to korek my head for more solutions...
chaosss!

p/s:saw this when im at MPH Jusco searching for English Articles!
Transformers Coloring Book..
do you think i buy it?hah.
let's make this as a guess of the day
haha