FRIENDS
RELATIONSHIP
these two words appear in every human's life
why?
cuz it's playing an important role in your life
why?
why must it?
why must you care?
why?
there are so many questions...
received a call from you
kinda worry about you
i leave Kampar to KL for my degree
I think you will think that i dont care about you anymore
but i do care
we knew each other so long ad...since we're in primary
im worry about you in fact
that night saw your PM
saying you go cycle alone
im worry
but due to some reasons
i dint call you
cuz i know you need to be alone
you want to have some time to release your unhappy emotions
i know it's very hard to forget HIM
but do try hard to forget HIM
you told me..
whenever you go, you think about what you did with him
i know it's tough
i know it's difficult
i know you still miss HIM
i know you still thinking of HIM
and also cry
though you dint mention
but i know you cry
i know it's hard
but TRY
time will cure everything
whatever happen, you still got me
though im at KL here..
you're welcome to my house
stay with me
no worries..

i know you want to be close with them
even tell them your secrets
but they just ignore you somehow
just want you to know
not everyone you threat them as friend
they will treat you back
you have to clear about this point
you sure will be wondering that why i can think like that
that's the reason why you always said
'you just wont let anyone be your true friends in your heart'
not that i dont want
i used to be a naive girl
threat anyone like good friends
but what do i get in return?
i just get a SCAR!a permanent one.
i know you want to have good friends there
but if you can get good friends easily
then they are not good friend at all
they just want to use you
but i cant use that at everyone
you can get good friends also..
I just dont want you kept on thinking those things
why they like that?
why?
why?
dont bother how they threat you
just be yourself
you can know how good is that friend when the time goes by
i believe you can find one
just let the time tell you
when the time comes,
you will know...
at the meanwhile..
im the ONE..
maybe you wont believe
but i really threat you as my best friend ad
i really miss those days at Kampar
where you always come to kacau me when you feel stress
where you always said "吃快点"
when we're having dinner together
where we cooked spagheti together
where we went to pasar malam together
where we cycled together
where we played SDO together until midnight
where we went to Ipoh together
where you help me to make up
there are so many good things happened...
and i really treasure it a lot
i really hope i can be there when you feel sad
as usual
but sorry i cant
very sorry
i will try to call you when my telephone bill start all over again
this month is bloody expensive
i promise...
so friend..dont be sad
*for privacy purposes,no reveal of name*

No matter what happen
i'll be there for you
XoXo