today is the first day of November means October ends already. i love october. Why? the main reason is my birthday is on this month. I will always do the count down when the time comes. When i was a child i always wanted to celebrate my birthday like other kids do,but sadly,due to some reasons,my birthday always ended up NOTHING. what i remebered the most was my form 3 birthday,which was my 15 birthday. that was the worst birthday i ever had. well ever since i was a kid i always tell my mom i want to have a birthday party,err not to say a real party,just a celebration but it never happen to me. everything change when it comes to studying at outstation. I had great friends that will celebrate with me and undeniably the 18th birthday is the most memorable birthday. I never celebrated a birthday before,which it meant a lot to me. though my friends actually know about my birthday when the day arrives but i appreciate with what you guys did. Especially JiaXin they all,thanks for everything.(which i actually thick face ask pressie from them,lol,and they actually buy what i want for long) i bet you will be curious why i want a soft toy so badly,the reason is I NEVER HAVE ONE. my family cant afford one for me when i was a kid. so birthday really meant a lot to me and one day ( i dont actually remembered which birthday is it) someone actually tell me,dont always expect everyone to remember your birthday,it's just a birthday! I was stunned and i realise what she said is true, after all it's just a birthday that everyone will have one. ever since that,i never expect anyone to remember my birthday and never ever wanted to celebrate my birthday anymore. and seriously,when everyone of you actually sent me sms or wish me at facebook or in person, im actually very very very happy...i dont know why,i just feel very happy. :) and thanks for those pressie,love them... thanks for you guys that gave me a great birthday. thanks a lot! let's celebrate it again next year? should we?
from this month onwards,i hate thurs,fri and saturday and from next month onwards i hate sunday too.. why? the reson is just simply easy. CUZ IM WORKING THAT DAY! sigh. working is okay for me.the thing that torture me the most is im having afternoon shift everyday!except there's two days im having morning shift. having afternoon shift meaning that i can only reach my home aroun 11PM! urgghhh..i hate this. and afternoon shift got a lot of things to do...i assume. and seriously i hate ppl that simply put the books or even mess the book shelf cuz that will result in-->i need to do more work. and working at there is not easy. or i should said WORKING IS NEVER BEEN EASY! urghhh... i wish i can quit but i need the money. so the only thing is work until the end of the year,after i take a large sum of money from Kinokuniya.. (large sum? impossible i think.lol) hopefully everything will go smooth when i work there in this week. *cross fingers*
night view of KLCC

Life is never been easy
learn from it
and take it as a lesson
and enjoy it in the same time
learn from it
and take it as a lesson
and enjoy it in the same time
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